Water
May 4, 2021
a poem
When it got cold here
maybe in December
I drove to the water with the dog you loved
found a beach without many people
tried to set up a chair
and breathe in the dusk winter waves, slow and long;
but the place was foreign to me
just a strange beach on a brown churning sea
even she looked at me questioning
approached the water reticent
then paced in circles barking
uninterested in laying down or posing sweetly;
the grey sky afternoon offered no evening star
no addendum to your absence
that was the last time
I wandered silently in places we never went